yea yea. i know i left the blog empty without any updates for a long time but i have my reasons ready here ok..
1) i was studying.pffftttt so much of studying in ya dreams
2) i was still studying... T.T
3) shall i continue???
well that was wat is wasn't doing through out my MIA(missing in action in case for all those peepz that don't know what it stands for) is that i was perfectly lazy to update. i have a hectic life plus a boring life.. so yeah who would ever wna listen to my boring life.. :)
anyways i have successfully ended my first half year with not sorta high pointer but yeat im happy because after this i won't have to go to that same old boring building again for every single day from 8am to 5pm(yeah i know yal cn feel my pain) :( but listen!!!! IM A FREE BIRD NOW!!!!!
out from there, i just wna thanks because still sticking on to my boring old blog. so yeah today i gna tell u peez about this person that i had a secret crush..
as usual i met this person on our famously social network called FACEBOOK(duhhhhh) and added...this person was great till now..lets name that person as A..at the moment when i added A, A was just after a huge break up.. i mean A told me bout everything that the boyfriend did etc etc.. as a loyal listener(im still) i listen to every tits and bits of the story and gave A some support.. little did i know that i will fall for A.. i mean we were different race and the racial status was highly stigmatized here in Malaysia..having different race as your boyfriend and girlfriend was a big NO-NO in malaysia. so with sticking on that rule and based on many-many personal experiance of being rejected, i just remained silence.. i talk to A everyday although A has mood swings sometimes but yeah having a small chat with A would make me smile..maybe A doesn't knows about it but who cares.. i have a crush on A and no one can bring me down.. beacuse of my so called 'shyness', A got a boyfriend and when A told me, i was deeply burning.felt wna just go into the chatbox and slam my hand on A perfect cheeks...sheeeshhhh(sounds so wrong).. anyways because of my silence, i missed the train and i never actually back off from chatting with A...but little did A know that i had a crush...
one one fine day,while chatting as usual, i confessed my feeling towards A, and i saw 1 minute of silence(actually not exactly 1 minute but much more longer) an i thought that A just will remove me....little did i know that A will reply.......
but the reply is still mystical....
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